Dreaming

I've been thinking alot about dreams lately, about how they begin, how they morph, how they change. I've always been a dreamer. I'm not sure whether that is a virtue or a sin. I've chased dreams and they have alluded me. I have accomplished dreams and found them unfulfilling. I've lived dreams and been punished for it.

I don't know if I've ever gotten a dream and been satisfied with it. And that is the crux of my problem. I'm not sure I would know a dream fulfilled if it stared me in the face.

Now that is a sin!

You have to feel deserving of accomplished dreams in order to see them fulfilled...I believe. And I've never felt truly deserving. I have felt like I could have worked harder, been better, less...less what I don't know. Just different I guess.

I want to pursue my dreams. I want to get there and know I have. I want to perceive my dream fulfilled. I want to glory in the joy of a dream well done. I want, I want, I want.

There you have it...I want. The next installment...what do I want?